Super Junior-니가 좋은 이유 (Why I Like You)

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I love kpop. I love the idols.
And I wished I just drew a line there.
I just wished I only liked the music.
But nowadays, I have this impossible dream. I want to become an idol singer. i want to be on stage. when i see my favorite idol group sing on stage, rather than cheering for them and listening to their song, i drift off, thinking about how it would feel to be on that stage and to get loved by hundreds and hundreds of people.
If only I didn’t fall too deep into kpop, i wouldn’t doubt myself in everything, and have high expectations. when idol groups win an award, i go ‘Wow, how might it feel to be up there, winning that award?’ and i daydream about me actually being a idol singer, getting that award.
everynight i dream about me actually succeeding in a few years as a famous talented idol singer. and every night, i see myself singing on stage with my favorite idol groups.
i know it’s so impossible, but these thoughts and visions just seem so real, as if it is going to come true some time in a few years.
And that’s when I start to cry, because I know myself — because I know i’m dreaming lies. and this whole act just leaves scars in my heart…
because in the end, i’m just an ordinary teenage girl, who has no connection to the industry world what-so-ever. because i’m jsut someone who just wants to live in her paradise to escape the painful reality….